And so it is.

I had a very surprising e-mail sent to me last night. Before going to bed, I checked my e-mail and saw an e-mail from BYU saying that they have had made a decision and to check the website to see what that decision is. As soon as I read the e-mail, many emotions ran through me. I was surprised because I wasn't expecting them to make a decision so fast. I was excited that they had made a decision already. I was anxious. I had doubt- maybe it was easy for them to reject me so maybe that's why they replied so quickly.

As I was typing in the web address to check, my heart was beating. No joke. My hands were getting a little shaking and sweaty. So many thoughts ran through my head, both good and bad.

So I finally got to the place I needed to be to check, and right next to BYU it says: ADMITTED.

As soon as I saw that, I started to cry. I'm not sure exactly why I cried, I'm still trying to analyze the reasons right now. I think those were tears of so many emotions running through me. I feel so blessed right now that God is giving me this chance. Now, I'm not really always so religious, but I truly believe that He is giving me this chance to shape up. And He out of all people knows that I need to.

First thing I do is grab my phone and call Marci. Then I go and tell my parents. I went in their room, and I said, "I have something to tell you guys..." and the first thing my mom says is: "You're pregnant." No mom, no baby. I laughed. I mean, I guess it's kind of sad that that's the first thing my mom thinks of when I tell her I have to tell her something, but whatever, she's my mom and I love her dearly.

Anyway, I tell them the news. My mom was happy, my dad- I don't think so much. I mean, I'm sure he is proud of me, but I don't think he wants his little girl to leave. But they understand that I do need to get out of here and they support me. Plus, I'm freaking old. It's time to start making a move.

Any way, I'm full of excitement and relivement (I don't think that's a word, but you know...). I don't know if Utah is ready for this girl yet, but oh well-- I'm coming. =)

Looks like I'll be moving out there Early to mid August. FINALLY.