Ever had a day when you just want to drop out of everything... i.e. life altogether? I'm totally in that funk right now. My friend said I'm going through a quarter-life crisis. I say-- I'm tired of a lot of things and need a new scene... I hate school. Why did I sign up to do this? Why am I paying thousands of dollars just to be indebted to the Man for many years to come for something I'm not even enjoying? I can do what I want to do for the rest of my life without a degree.

I hate complaining, and I did just that. I apologize. On a more positive note: at least I have a roof over my head, a bed to sleep on and food in my belly. And people in my life who love me.

Hopefully, *knock on wood*, I'll enjoy school more once I start my TESOL classes in the fall. Or maybe once I get a social life here? I really, really miss my social life. I really, really miss California.

Gah, I hope I can graduate by next August. I'm praying.