A secret revealed.

Since I've made my blog private, I feel like I can let loose a little more.

Over the past year, there has been many occasions in which I have been asked "Why don't you have a boyfriend? Why are you single?" etc. etc. It's annoying, to say the least. And sometimes I feel like punching someone in the face. Because they don't need to know WHY, they just have to see that I am and it is what it is, right? I don't have to explain myself to anybody. Period.

Well, it's taken its toll on me, and it had me thinking a lot about the "issue." And I've figured it out:
Ever since I was 17 years old, I would get into these serious, long relationships with guys (mostly guys who didn't deserve such an awesome girl like me) and these relationships would get me NOWHERE. So, my last relationship ended, I was 24. Now I'm 25.

So that's the theory I have come up with that should answer the annoying "why are you single" type questions. I could go out of my way and explain this to every single person that asks. But I won't. I usually respond with "Because I CHOOSE to be single" or with "Why not?" or with "I hate being asked that."

I've been single for a little over a year now, and I'm ready to get back into the game. But I'm not searching, I'm letting him come to me. And if I end up single forever, I'll be comfortable with the thought that God just has other plans for me. And I'll adopt children from all over the world and have a rainbow fam. You think I'm joking, but I am dead serious.