30 Days of Truth: Day 1

So I got this idea from this blog 'After I Do' and I thought it was pretty neat. Since it's November and there are 30 days this month, I though it'd be perfect. There is a prompt for each day and you just write about it. And hopefully I remember to do it each day. If not, expect some doubling, maybe even tripling, up.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.




Wow, the first day and I have to write about something that I hate about myself?? Ok, well I think a major thing that I hate is being so indecisive. It's hard for me to make a decision because I overthink things a lot, and I don't want to regret anything if I make the wrong choice. But even the simplest of tasks, like choosing what to wear, can be a process. I have been working on this though. Hence why I've come back to school, even at 25 years old, to get a degree because I've found something I really want to do. And I'm sticking with it. When I go home and I hang out with my brother and his friends, they are THEE MOST indecisive people ever, even worse than me, so I step up and make decisions. And I know I get it from my momma because homegirl has a hard time making decisions, too! It's something I do indeed hate about myself. Granted, I could go on about things I hate about myself, but since it said "something," not plural, I just talked about one. And I didn't want to start feeling bad because today has been a good day. =)